Whoa (2)
whoa people, so dusty here, 10 months huh? lol, so i just read my last post, and i said that i was getting 2015 vibe for this year, BIG NOPE. But hey at least i get to know myself better, i know my weakness, starting to understand this voice inside my head better, i can actually say no even though sometimes i still cant but hey baby steps right? one of my moment in 2017 is that i can somewhat see myself on other people, and i kinda hate it? i mean i can see part of me on someone and i hate the fact that i hate that part of me? gosh it's so ugly glad i somewhat changed. talking about change, i remember that in 7th grade i said that i hate changing, boom(bayah) it backfired. i regret not changing, maybe i changed but i didnt know, but hey maybe i didnt change at all? like finally i got the chance to like start over from the very beginning, new environment, new people, so many opportunities, yet everytime they pass i just waved. it's just a bit sad, cause lately ...
